I'm so confused!

Hi everyone, again I am sorry for not posting that much, I just have been so busy getting ready for the tests I've been having and It's been pretty hectic. It's just one test after another. I hope to post a lot more in the summer and with that get more people to read my blog, but who wants to read a blog that no one posts on? So once again I apologize.

So what I'm confused about, is what many other teenage girls get confused about; boys. Currently I am going out with this guy and I have been for almost a year, It will be a full year on April 24th. He is very sweet and I just can't see myself with anyone else. Here recently I have been talking to this guy from England on facebook and yahoo messenger. We have been friends for several months and I even got my friends talking to them, and don't worry, I don't plan on giving him my address or phone number. Well, one of my friends has a crush on him, and I think that I might have one too. We have a lot in common, but I hate that I do. I don't want to betray my friend or my boyfriend. What do I do? I think that the best thing to do is just set aside my feelings for him to save both my friendship and my relationship. I think that is the best thing to do, but I want to know what you think, whoever you are, reading this.

The Duck Song

At the very bottom of my blog I have a cute little video, the duck song.

Snowing Again!!!

It's snowing again!! This is the fourth time that it snowed this year and I'm really exited. It only snowed enough once before so I could play in it. Last time it snowed I decided to make a snow cow, but made a snow panda instead. They snow was wet and powdery so I didn't do such a good job at it. I even got out of school early!!

It's not snowing as heavy as it was earlier, but hopefully it will pick up soon. si wast to make a snow kitty.

The Fine Arts Center

I've decided not to apply to the Governers school. There are reasons- 1. I have to print out about 16 pages and send them the application and I don't have a printer. And I don't have the change to take it to the library. 2- You have to live in the school, and I'm not ready for that, especially because I can't choose if I want to live there or not. And, 3- It's too late to turn it in... I decided that I now am going to apply to the Fine Arts Center. I like the idea of staying at home for now. (don't tell my parents that)They just pick me up during the school day and I can go over there as a class. I don't want to live at a school, I like the chance to escape every now and again. I'm so glad It's online too. If you are interested in applying for the fine arts Center, here's the link. Fine Arts Center. I'm really nervous about it. I hope I get accepted. I really want to become a better artist. Even though I want to be a child psychologist, I want to do art on the side. I can also get a little extra money, but I see it more as a hobby. I don't need money for it.

And I started to read more. Mostly manga now. I have been reading this series called "Chibi Vampire" it has an anime based on it known as "Karin." It's really interesting. It's about a girl who is a backwards vampire. She doesn't suck blood, she gives it, she doesn't mind daylight, and can't erase memories like most vampires can. If she doesn't bite someone and give them her blood she has really bad nosebleeds. Her blood increases. It increases the most when she is around this boy named Kenta Usui. I can't tell you anymore. I don't want to ruin it. :) It's a really good series. Check it out. There are also novels for it too in case you would rather read an actual book instead of a manga.

Well, I need to go. I'm really supposed to be working on a science project right now.
~Yumi*

Christmas Break

It has finally started! I got a really cool Christmas jester hat to wear on the last day of school for the year. (it was so cool! It had bells!! xD) I even made Christmas cards for a few of my teachers and some students, then I slipped the cards in their lockers. I'm not sure they noticed them. A kid in my class, Tyler, helped me make them. I didn't have much time because I had to practice for my church's singing which is today. Me and a couple of the other kids at the church is singing Christmas songs. My dad will be coming to watch it too! I hope my mom will come. Last night Hakeem told me that his dad was probably coming to pick him up over the weekend and he might not be coming. I told him to tell his dad to wait until It's over to pick him up. He said he didn't want to disappoint his dad, WHAT ABOUT ME??? Now he has to choose between us. I hate when that happens.

About yesterday, I was trying to make so many people happy, and it turned into a disaster. A girl in my class, he brother had died and she has to go to a funeral over the holiday. Another girl in my class will be moving back to Mexico. In fourth period, over half the class was crying. I decided to take one of the cards that I was going to give to a teacher to her, and have everyone sign it. I didn't know her that well, but I know that she will be missed, that's for sure. Maybe we will see her again, there is always hope. I just hope tat she makes it there safely.

I want to thank my Friend Nick for reading my blog, and encouraging me to start writing in it again. I think my art teacher is right, maybe sims is keeping me from it. Sorry.
I'll see about posting tomorrow, or some time soon. Bye For Now!!
~Yumi*

The Governors School

I was meaning to post this a long time ago, about a week ago. Last weekend I went to our Governors school. It was really cool. I plan to go go for visual arts. I've been into art for a few years, ever since I met my art teacher, who has been a big inspiration. Also Masashi Kishimoto, the creator of Naruto. Even though I'm not crazy obsessed with it like I used to be. I don't even want to do manga anymore, my boyfriend's more into that stuff. Anyway, It was the coolest school I have ever seen!! The have a cool courtyard, with a fountain that I really liked. And the people there were really nice. I also got to see some really nice artwork. I'm going to have to practice a whole lot if I want to get in. It would be a lot of fun though. I was going to go for the residential high school, but I'm going to try out for the summer program as extra practice in the summer. I also want to study psychology, and be a psychologist. I took the PSAT the other day, the writing portion was okay, but the math was extremely difficult. I had to skip a lot of questions because I din't understand what I was reading, but the bright side is that I might be a Junior scholar!! I hope I get to, that would be really cool! And about my stories, I might post them, but some are personal. Well, thanls for reading today. I'll try to post soon!!

Photo Album

Hi everyone!! Here are some pictures of me and my friends and family and a couple of other things recently. I know that I once said, "Who wants to go to a blog just to see pictures?" before and I decided every now and again that's okay. I also like posting pictures. So enjoy them because there might not be any for a while. (Or at least until Halloween 'cuz I have the coolest costume ever!!)

Guess who this is? This is my boyfriend. It isn't a great picture, but that's all I could find.

This one is me and my kitty cat Sakura. Isn't she cute?

Here's Lenny!! He is one of the coolest pets a person could have.

This is me, my grandma, and my Uncle Joey who lives in Virginia.


This is a sad one....

It's my dog Lady (or Ladybug) in one of her last days of life. Rest In Peace Lady!!

This is my mom. We were downtown. Pretty lights :D

My little brother. Holding this thing he likes to call a "sword" even if it's not.

This is Mello. At first he was Hikaru. During the summer, on a rainy day, he was hit by a car while drinking the water going down the road. Rest In Peace Mello.

So these are a few pictures of my family and friends. I like posting them. Even if some are somewhat sad. Next time I am going to post some short stories that I have been writing in a little notebook. I think I will, I'm not sure. Well, bye for now. I'll see ya as soon as I can!

Relatives

Don't you love having relatives visit? But no matter how fun it is, it can get hectic at times. Just last week my family from Illinois came over. My Great Uncle Mitch, Cousin Chad, his friend Bill, and the tattoo guy, Art had come to visit. It was fun, and Chad is currently living with us. We had my cousins Connor and Collin and my Aunt Jennifer and Uncle Joe and my grandfather come over. It was nice, and I have never met Chad before (I think). But It was great. And we got to eat some really good barbecue chicken. He said it was famous where he's from, and I can see why. But sadly, they only came for four days. But some good news is that we got a chameleon!! We named him Lenny. See, when they were over, we went to the Jockey lot. There was a guy selling them. We bought one for $40. I almost talked my mom into getting us a Pomeranian. Okay, maybe not, but let a girl dream. But they were so cute and fluffy, I just had to have one. But I can settle for Lenny. He's really cool, but we had to buy a whole lot of stuff for him. Lamps, vines for him to climb on, crickets, and a few other things. I heard that Chameleons are hard to take care of, but that's okay. But a cool thing is, that we got two new family members in only four days!!! Bye, See you whenever.
And I'm planning to change the background of the blog soon. I just have to fine something first. I'd like suggestions. But nothing Halloween. I want to keep it for a while.
Here's a picture of Lenny:
Okay never mind. It doesn't want to load. I'll just post it later. I think that I'll do a post just for pictures.
Okay this is for real this time. Bye!!