What a crazy day it has been! Have you ever been on a roller coaster ride that you just couldn't wait to get out of? That's sort of how my day has been. It truly has been a crazy day. You, my followers know the situation I'm in, and now it is time to add a little bit more to my crazy story. (Yaaay!!! story time!!) Well, about the guy I was crushing on, I think I'm beginning to get over him (thank God for that)! Well, last night I went to bed thinking that everything was going to be okay, that I was going to tell my friend what happened and she would understand. I thought that it would be fine and then we could go back to being our, silly, strange selves again. I even woke up thinking that today was going to be a wonderful day (regardless of having benchmark testing or not). I got there a little later than usual, which meant that I would have less time to talk to my friends. Now before I tell you what happened this morning, I would like to add a little thing that I left out before. Me, my boyfriend and one of my other friends were talking 3-way the night before. I had told her my situation and all three of us talked it out. It was a lot easier having her there too. I had someone there to back me up on what I was saying. I figured that she was going to agree with me, being a girl herself and understanding what it's like. So I told her and I said to both of them, "There are about 8 million people in the world, and my boyfriend may not be the only guy I think is attractive, or the only guy I am compatible with." Well, I told all of this too her. Now back to this morning; I walked into the gym where we sit at in the morning of we come earlier than most people with all my friends. I got in there and one of the people in the group asked me why it happened and said that she was going to cry when we broke up. I heard my friend saying "Do not kill her." I was halfway through worried and confused. I asked what happened and someone said that my boyfriend told her, someone that I don't remember. I think walked away and sat next to him. I asked him why he told her, when I said that I would myself. He said that our friend that we had been talking to the night before kept asking and asking him to tell her, and that he had gotten annoyed because she had kept asking her, and he she started to get on his nerves so he told her. He did it to get her to shut up. Then I said "I should not have told him, or the other friend; that I should have kept it to myself. He said "Fine then," and then turned away. I just sat there by myself and tried not to feel bad, I felt as if my own boyfriend betrayed me. That also my friend betrayed me. So then a teacher called for us to get up, I had gathered my stuff and got up they had already left. It was weird too, my boyfriend usually stayed there and waited on me then carried some of my things.So then I walked down the hall, sort of in a daze. I just put my book bag in my locker and got out my binder and my English notebook. I walked into homeroom and said "Now that everyone in our little group knows, I wonder who's going to kill me first." Of course, her also liking him said "I might." I just walked away from her and sat at a table. Then I wrote in my English notebook my situation, and then I went to my second class.
I get out of that class, and I got a 100 on a project grade! Then, after the class is over I meet my boyfriend in the hall and tell him how he had hurt my feelings by saying that. I was really upset, I thought that I had lost my best friend.
Later in the day, after we went to the library, we had went to lunch. I asked her if she was still mad at me, and she said that she wasn't. She is very quick at forgiving people, she doesn't hold a grudge, and if she did, It would have went a lot worse than it did. So, I'm really glad she doesn't. She this is my very long short story about what had happened today.
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