Hello Spring Break!!

Today was the last day of school before spring break! That means a whole week without school, or so that's what I thought. I am taking two high school classes a year ahead and I have to read a book for English 1 and do some lessons for algebra. I do need to prepare for the end of course exams, but I'm disappointed that the one time I could take a little break and not worry about school, I have to do school work. I just hope that I don't have to do homework over the summer.

Other than that, I think today was pretty good! It was a very weird day also. We got to go outside and for all the kids who got good grades got to watch a movie. The movie that we watched was called Hurricane Season. I didn't really like it, and I don't think anyone else did either. I just ignored the movie for the most part and read, and it was weird too; I completely blocked the movie out and read the book. Most of the time I can barely concentrate, even if someone is talking in the next room. I think It's just that I like the book. It is called gamer girl and It's about a girl who moves from Boston to a small town in the suburbs (I can't remember what it was called) but anyway she doesn't fit in the new school and her parents got a divorce. Her dad ended up getting her a video game for her 16th birthday. She started playing it and she met this guy on it and then she finds herself crushing on him. The weird thing is, he seems a lot like another guy in her school and she also has a crush on him also. I have a feeling that he is, and that they will be together! So anyway I think it's a good book. I'm not sure if you will, but It's very interesting.

Anyway, when I was in 7th period I had a unit test. Being in the advanced class, everyone was done early. We started talking and there was this one guy in the class smelling all the girls hair in the room. He missed me so I told him to come and smell my hair. (I know, weird huh?) So he did, and it turns out, my hair smells better than everyone else in the class. So then a lot of guys ended up smelling my hair, and agreed with him. Then one girl did too. She agreed. When I got in the hall, on my way to art class I met with my boyfriend and he smelled my hair. Apparently he agreed because he wouldn't stop smelling it. Then I had my art teacher and a few of my friends smell it. So that concludes that I have good smelling hair. I'll blog ya later. Bye-Bye!!

What a day!

What a crazy day it has been! Have you ever been on a roller coaster ride that you just couldn't wait to get out of? That's sort of how my day has been. It truly has been a crazy day. You, my followers know the situation I'm in, and now it is time to add a little bit more to my crazy story. (Yaaay!!! story time!!) Well, about the guy I was crushing on, I think I'm beginning to get over him (thank God for that)! Well, last night I went to bed thinking that everything was going to be okay, that I was going to tell my friend what happened and she would understand. I thought that it would be fine and then we could go back to being our, silly, strange selves again. I even woke up thinking that today was going to be a wonderful day (regardless of having benchmark testing or not). I got there a little later than usual, which meant that I would have less time to talk to my friends. Now before I tell you what happened this morning, I would like to add a little thing that I left out before. Me, my boyfriend and one of my other friends were talking 3-way the night before. I had told her my situation and all three of us talked it out. It was a lot easier having her there too. I had someone there to back me up on what I was saying. I figured that she was going to agree with me, being a girl herself and understanding what it's like. So I told her and I said to both of them, "There are about 8 million people in the world, and my boyfriend may not be the only guy I think is attractive, or the only guy I am compatible with." Well, I told all of this too her. Now back to this morning; I walked into the gym where we sit at in the morning of we come earlier than most people with all my friends. I got in there and one of the people in the group asked me why it happened and said that she was going to cry when we broke up. I heard my friend saying "Do not kill her." I was halfway through worried and confused. I asked what happened and someone said that my boyfriend told her, someone that I don't remember. I think walked away and sat next to him. I asked him why he told her, when I said that I would myself. He said that our friend that we had been talking to the night before kept asking and asking him to tell her, and that he had gotten annoyed because she had kept asking her, and he she started to get on his nerves so he told her. He did it to get her to shut up. Then I said "I should not have told him, or the other friend; that I should have kept it to myself. He said "Fine then," and then turned away. I just sat there by myself and tried not to feel bad, I felt as if my own boyfriend betrayed me. That also my friend betrayed me. So then a teacher called for us to get up, I had gathered my stuff and got up they had already left. It was weird too, my boyfriend usually stayed there and waited on me then carried some of my things.

So then I walked down the hall, sort of in a daze. I just put my book bag in my locker and got out my binder and my English notebook. I walked into homeroom and said "Now that everyone in our little group knows, I wonder who's going to kill me first." Of course, her also liking him said "I might." I just walked away from her and sat at a table. Then I wrote in my English notebook my situation, and then I went to my second class.

I get out of that class, and I got a 100 on a project grade! Then, after the class is over I meet my boyfriend in the hall and tell him how he had hurt my feelings by saying that. I was really upset, I thought that I had lost my best friend.

Later in the day, after we went to the library, we had went to lunch. I asked her if she was still mad at me, and she said that she wasn't. She is very quick at forgiving people, she doesn't hold a grudge, and if she did, It would have went a lot worse than it did. So, I'm really glad she doesn't. She this is my very long short story about what had happened today.

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There are only 3 rules:
1. Do not use any more than 3 words.
2. Nothing about my outward appearance, who I am is not who I look like.
and 3. No vulgar language or profanity!!

Thank You!

Thanks for following my blog Hammy!! And thank you animecat for the advice, I wrote a comment following it. I decided that the best thing to do is ignore my feelings for the better of my relationship and friendship. I really care about the guy I'm with now, and I'm not going to let it fall apart so easily. We have been through so much, and I just cannot throw it all away. And plus, I don't even really know this other guy; I've never seen him in person. I haven't even heard his voice. He also lives far away, and long term relationships almost never work out, I know a girl who went out with a boy in Switzerland I think, and it ended horribly. Also, the internet is not a good place to start off a relationship. Thanks again for the advice and following my blog, I'll post again sometime. Maybe not soon, but I'll try.

I'm so confused!

Hi everyone, again I am sorry for not posting that much, I just have been so busy getting ready for the tests I've been having and It's been pretty hectic. It's just one test after another. I hope to post a lot more in the summer and with that get more people to read my blog, but who wants to read a blog that no one posts on? So once again I apologize.

So what I'm confused about, is what many other teenage girls get confused about; boys. Currently I am going out with this guy and I have been for almost a year, It will be a full year on April 24th. He is very sweet and I just can't see myself with anyone else. Here recently I have been talking to this guy from England on facebook and yahoo messenger. We have been friends for several months and I even got my friends talking to them, and don't worry, I don't plan on giving him my address or phone number. Well, one of my friends has a crush on him, and I think that I might have one too. We have a lot in common, but I hate that I do. I don't want to betray my friend or my boyfriend. What do I do? I think that the best thing to do is just set aside my feelings for him to save both my friendship and my relationship. I think that is the best thing to do, but I want to know what you think, whoever you are, reading this.

The Duck Song

At the very bottom of my blog I have a cute little video, the duck song.

Snowing Again!!!

It's snowing again!! This is the fourth time that it snowed this year and I'm really exited. It only snowed enough once before so I could play in it. Last time it snowed I decided to make a snow cow, but made a snow panda instead. They snow was wet and powdery so I didn't do such a good job at it. I even got out of school early!!

It's not snowing as heavy as it was earlier, but hopefully it will pick up soon. si wast to make a snow kitty.

The Fine Arts Center

I've decided not to apply to the Governers school. There are reasons- 1. I have to print out about 16 pages and send them the application and I don't have a printer. And I don't have the change to take it to the library. 2- You have to live in the school, and I'm not ready for that, especially because I can't choose if I want to live there or not. And, 3- It's too late to turn it in... I decided that I now am going to apply to the Fine Arts Center. I like the idea of staying at home for now. (don't tell my parents that)They just pick me up during the school day and I can go over there as a class. I don't want to live at a school, I like the chance to escape every now and again. I'm so glad It's online too. If you are interested in applying for the fine arts Center, here's the link. Fine Arts Center. I'm really nervous about it. I hope I get accepted. I really want to become a better artist. Even though I want to be a child psychologist, I want to do art on the side. I can also get a little extra money, but I see it more as a hobby. I don't need money for it.

And I started to read more. Mostly manga now. I have been reading this series called "Chibi Vampire" it has an anime based on it known as "Karin." It's really interesting. It's about a girl who is a backwards vampire. She doesn't suck blood, she gives it, she doesn't mind daylight, and can't erase memories like most vampires can. If she doesn't bite someone and give them her blood she has really bad nosebleeds. Her blood increases. It increases the most when she is around this boy named Kenta Usui. I can't tell you anymore. I don't want to ruin it. :) It's a really good series. Check it out. There are also novels for it too in case you would rather read an actual book instead of a manga.

Well, I need to go. I'm really supposed to be working on a science project right now.
~Yumi*

Christmas Break

It has finally started! I got a really cool Christmas jester hat to wear on the last day of school for the year. (it was so cool! It had bells!! xD) I even made Christmas cards for a few of my teachers and some students, then I slipped the cards in their lockers. I'm not sure they noticed them. A kid in my class, Tyler, helped me make them. I didn't have much time because I had to practice for my church's singing which is today. Me and a couple of the other kids at the church is singing Christmas songs. My dad will be coming to watch it too! I hope my mom will come. Last night Hakeem told me that his dad was probably coming to pick him up over the weekend and he might not be coming. I told him to tell his dad to wait until It's over to pick him up. He said he didn't want to disappoint his dad, WHAT ABOUT ME??? Now he has to choose between us. I hate when that happens.

About yesterday, I was trying to make so many people happy, and it turned into a disaster. A girl in my class, he brother had died and she has to go to a funeral over the holiday. Another girl in my class will be moving back to Mexico. In fourth period, over half the class was crying. I decided to take one of the cards that I was going to give to a teacher to her, and have everyone sign it. I didn't know her that well, but I know that she will be missed, that's for sure. Maybe we will see her again, there is always hope. I just hope tat she makes it there safely.

I want to thank my Friend Nick for reading my blog, and encouraging me to start writing in it again. I think my art teacher is right, maybe sims is keeping me from it. Sorry.
I'll see about posting tomorrow, or some time soon. Bye For Now!!
~Yumi*