Sorry

Sorry I haven't been posting in a few days. I either keep forgetting or remember but just don't feel like it. I went to my Grandmothers yesterday. Her car's not working and it was parked at Big-Lots and my grandpa got it towed to his house and he says she needs to get it fixed or he'll junk it. It wasn't that great but it was good to see my grandma. And I came home with a sore throat. But I'm okay now. I don't know what else to write so it'll be a short post today. I'll see if anything happens tomorrow then. Bye for now!!

Braces For All Faces

That was the motto at the Orthodontics's office I went to. Mrs. Farris, that was her name. Her assistant, Becky told me to sit down in the chair. Then she put this thing on my mouth to pull my lips apart from my mouth and a thing that went over my tongue to suck up all the saliva so the glue stuff can dry. Then she put this blue stuff on my teeth that made microscopic holes in my teeth. The she rinsed it off. After that Becky put some stuff on my teeth that's supposed to feel up the holes. Then Mrs. Farris walked in and glued the brackets on. After that I got to pick out different colors of the brace bands or whatever they're called (the tiny rubber bands that go around the brackets to hold down the wire.) Then they put the wire on and then the brace bands. I got blue and black. Then when I finally thought it was over, they called me back into the office so they could put a "chain" on my teeth. It's a little plastic rubber band in the form of a tiny chain. But that was what it was like getting my braces. I'll take a picture later when my teeth start to straighten up. Then you can see. Even though they are irritating, and I can't eat Doritos, I'll be okay. It's only going to be on for about 2 years. Then I'll get them taken off by my 16th birthday!! But they are a little sore for the first few day after getting them. But I take Ibuprofen so it doesn't hurt so bad. But it WILL be worth it. After they get taken off my teeth, I will have the prettiest smile ever!! But right now, they are straightening up. I'll have to eat soft foods for now though. If you just got braces, or got them tightened, here are some foods that you can eat, and what I've been eating. So here's the link to go to. Just click here... http://www.archwired.com/soft_foods_mealtype.htm

Braces

Got them today. I would write about it, but I'm exhausted. I'll write about it tomorrow after school.

Very Important News!!

Now I need people to read my blog now more than ever!! This is very important. Your ticket to heaven is through Jesus, and having a microchip in your body is going to prevent eternal Happiness!! I know what is going on is scary, but trust in Jesus and everything will be fine. He is coming very soon. I mean very very soon. People always hear that he's coming soon, but now more than ever. The time gets closer and closer everyday. Things aren't going so well with the government either. They are going crazy and trying to make it a one world government. And there's also a chance we are going communist. Go to this link to see more. There's a lot of reading, but this is very very important. Your soul is at sake!!
http://nowewont.ning.com/group/wontobeygreenglobalgovt/forum/topics/bilderberg-elite-plan-economic
Please don't ignore this! Things aren't going well and they are just going to get worse!!

The Greatest Person Ever!!

Who is it? It's you of course!! I love my my readers. I want to talk about careers today. What do you want to be? More importantly, Who do you want to be? What do you love? I Love to help people. And one of my classmates said I'm a good listener. I want to be a psychiatrist. I also love to draw and write. I want to write manga. I want to be a lot of things. A mother. An aunt. A good sister. I can be that now, a good sister. But that's waaay down the line. I have goal that I need to achieve to get there. I should take classes on psychology. I want to know how the brain works. And I want to be a psychiatrist for adolescents.

I had just wrote a lot of stuff and it just got deleted! How did that happen. I would write it again but I don't want to waste my whole day writing things just for them to be deleted...

I'll just start on a new subject. The person I was actually going to talk about is my boyfriend. And a few tips I can go over too. But I'm going to tell you about him first. He's so sweet, he writes me poetry and gives me flowers. He's also into manga too, which is very cool. (You can skip this part if you want, it might be too long. Just go to the next paragraph if you want.) But there's a catch that a lot of people would never see coming considering who I am. And my parents aren't so okay with this. He's of a different race that I am. He's black. I'm white. (This reminds me of hairspray when that girl said "I am now a checkerboard chick" rofl) But my parents aren't cool with that. Especially my dad. I don't live with him, so I had to tell him when I went to visit him over the summer. I waited until we were on the way home. So my visit wouldn't be miserable. Him not talking to me. Anyway, he made me make a promise when I was younger. Maybe 9 or 8. Might have been 7. Or 10. I don't remember. I just remember the promise. It was extremely hard. At least he didn't scream at me. But he's not like that. He was just really quiet. I wish I knew what he was thinking. It's not bad. It's not a sin. I don't believe it is. But let's get back to the important one here. His name is Hakeem. But a lot of people don't like the fact that we go out. It has been 4 months yesterday. But this is how it started. I was friends with a friend of his. Then I stared to be friends with two of his other friends. I still didn't know him. But one of his friends told me he liked me and stuff. She lived right next to him. So they were best friends. She was also my friend last year too so she told me that. I didn't like him or even really care who he was then though. But as we talked more, and got to know each other better. We became friends. We talked and it turned out he liked anime. We talked about anime and everything. So I started to crush on him. No, he wasn't really that cute, but he was cool. I actually started to think he was cute then. Then around February or March he told me he had feelings for me and everything. I told him I sort of did too. I guess we could have said we went out since then. But actually we didn't. A few months later we went to art camp at camp Greenville. I really liked it. We met this really cool Vietnamese girl. Anyways, we talked a lot there and then we went hiking and painted with this Japanese lady. And then the camp fire was fun. We sang sweet home Alabama. we wet to the back. and no we did not kiss. We had just held hands and made smores and cuddled by the campfire. And it was really cold up there in the mountains. But we left the next day. I broke up with him the first time that day too. I feel really bad about it now. Really really bad. I should never have done it. And I realize now that it was a big big mistake. But anyways, four days later we got back together.This was the time when everyone started to know about us. People would always say that we should break up and one guy I knew said that I could do so much better. But I really don't think so. And why would I want to? When I'm happy right now? So I really DON'T care what others think, and I DON'T care what they say. It was getting irritating that everyone was calling me Hakeem. They don't call me that now. They call me Mrs. Davis. Well, a friend of ours does. And I've know that I'm not perfect and I'm shy and I'm the "goth girl" or whatever. Or I used to be, he actually likes me. And It's always good to know that there are people who care about you.

Now that my really long story is over, you need to stop looking on the outside. On outer appearances. He's not the hottest guy around, but he is nice. Not the coolest, but the most romantic. Don't look for the perfect good looking one. Because they are jerks. I know from past experiences. They are jerks. And they probably wouldn't even look my way. And don't just date a guy because he makes you look good either. You're just using him, and it's not right. And don't have your expectations so high. No body's perfect. Not even Edward Cullen.


Oh and here's a cool quote I came up with that would go good with something I wrote earlier.
"There is only one race, the human race."
I came up with that all by myself. I think it's pretty good don't you?
And I'm not sure If I'll be writing tomorrow. I have church and all that stuff. Bye for today though!!

It Could Happen To Anyone...

What am I talking about exactly? It's unavoidable, and it will happen to everyone. I am talking about death. Some one who went to my school last year (she would be in ninth grade now) has died yesterday. I'm not going into the names or anything, because I haven't got their permission... Well, anyway, she was an eighth grader in my school and she had some type of cancer. I had her twin sister in my chorus class. But I'd like for you to pray for her family and friends. They are going through a really tough time. Especially the sister. I heard that it's especially hard to lose someone who is your twin because you can sort of feel their pain, and thoughts, and when they die it's like a part of them is missing. They were also really close I can tell. But please pray to them, they really need it to help them get through this.

During the summer a lot of famous people died. Farrah Faucett. Michael Jackson. Billy Mace.
A couple of my pets died too. Two of them. My dog Lady who was about to be 14 years old (in dog years.) We had her for 9 years. Also my cat Mello. I didn't have him as long, but I cried more. I cried a little when it was lady. But I cried for 2 days when Mello died. It was a rainy day. He was drinking some water that was going down the road, and someone hit him. My cat. I remember I posted that he died on my yahoo and someone asked me if I seen the end of death note. I have, but it had nothing to do with it. I named my cat after Mello. At fist it was Hikaru, but I decided to change it. The neighbors called him Meow Meow. But, yeah I loved that cat.

Let's think about good things. I'd like to thank Jun for following my blog. I've noticed another follower there. That was cool. People are starting to read my blog now. I'm glad that I'm not just writing this for no one to see. But this is mainly for myself. But I would like it if people read it. That would be great. I would really like to get some people at my school to read it. Anyone got questions? Because I'll eventually not have anything to write about and have to go to you for help. Like I did a long time ago. Or just post pictures. That was pretty lame. No one wants to waste their time going to a blog just to look at a few pictures all the time. Unless they are funny. Then it might be worth it. Well, thats it for now. I think I might talk about the most coolest person in the world tomorrow. I'm not going to tell you who it is. See you tomorrow!!

The Long and Painful Headache

It wasn't that bad today. I'm starting to like it. School's not as bad as I thought it would be. The headache is now starting to ease away. I have a couple of friends on the bus with me now. That's good. Maybe I won't be called the "quiet girl" any more. I'll be called "I can't believe you're talking" now. I just don't see why everyone is shocked that I actually talk to people. That I have friends. I have had friends, for a while now. Everyone does. Okay, maybe not. There was a point and time that I didn't have friends. And people may not realize this, but I hate being called "the quiet girl" or "the shy girl" or even "the goth girl." That's not who I am. I may like the Gothic style, and I may be shy. But that is NOT my name. It might actually be nice to be called by my name for once. I might be into that stuff but that's not me, that's not all I am. I am shy. I am quiet. I like goth. I like vampires. I make good grades. But that does NOT mean I have no friends. That I am goth. I am a nerd. I may be a nerd, but that's not a bad thing. But back to when I didn't have friends. It was in the beginning of seventh grade. My friend I made in sixth grade, Savannah, had moved away. Some people had picked on her because she was emo. And she was, so be it. It has nothing to do with them why she was emo. Maybe she just wanted to be. That doesn't mean anyone should treat her badly because of it. That was her decision, and whether it was the right decision or not, it's no one's right to criticize it. And for people who are dealing with that problem. Ignore them. That's the best thing to do. They think they know everything that's going on, but they don't. They don't know why and they don't understand you. I know that doesn't help much, but they are..... stupid. They go and jump to conclusions. And I realized It's not so much of a big deal anymore. An example would be, someone calls whoever fat. Then they feel bad because they are diabetic and they can't help it. Maybe if they knew. They wouldn't say it. And they only say that because they have nothing better to do. They probably have no lives and sit at home feeling sorry for themselves. Wondering why they don't have friends. Or wondering why they don't have good friends. And people are mean, I know. And I have herd of people killing themselves because of it. Which is horrible. And it could be something little too. But my advice is, don't get worked up over it. No body's perfect. They have problems too. That doesn't mean that you have to throw it in their face. That's how fights happen. But the best you can do is smile and bear it. Think on the bright side, it could be worse. They haven't done any harm to you physically have they? And if anyone has, TELL SOMEBODY. Call the police, tell your parents, or a teacher. Or maybe a friend. Don't go through your life without telling somebody. If they are doing this and they find out you aren't doing anything about it, it won't make them stop because they feel sorry for you. They'll do it even worse. I know. It has happened to me. I know you don't like it. Nobody likes it, but you don't have to sit there and deal with it. Tell someone who can help you. Or someone will listen. You can talk to me. Go to my myspace to reach me. http://myspace.com/kootoni. I would love to listen. Everyone should have someone to go talk to. Even you.

Band Of The Week

I almost fogot about this. I'm glad I remembered. Now I know you gotta know this band. I've been listening to them since even before I was born....

Its Metallica!!!! They've been around for a while aand have written and perfomed so many great hits. My parents were big fans of Metallica. And my dad still is today. I've always liked them but I've gotten even more interested when I played Guitar hero Metallica for the wii. Its a step up from Guitar hero world tour. The game rocks, really it does, so try it out its great!!

School Finally here...

Wow. Summer vacation actually passed pretty quickly considering how BORING it was. I had my first day of school today. And it was like a long continuous headache, as I told my friend Celeste earlier. It's okay I guess, just having nine class periods is irritating and I have to deal with the same people ALL day. But I got to see my friends in the morning. That was nice. :)

I was actually nervous this morning. I felt like I was going to throw up. But it was great being at the top again. I'm surprised I made it this far. I never thought about what being in 8th grade was going to be like until now. It's a lot like 7th grade, but a lot more confusing. They changed everything now. Instead of having A days and B days, we have the same related arts everyday. That's good. More art. But also more gym. :( but I'll find a way to survive. But I'm really bummed because my boyfriend and I have no classes together. At least we get to see each other a little bit. And I have no distractions. Because if he was in my class I probably wouldn't have fantastic grades. So that's good, for both of us. But it's also difficult because I promised him that I would help him with school stuff. Like tutor him. I'm in all advanced classes and I'm in Algerbra 1. I have no clue how I did it. But my concern is that I'm going to be too drowsy at the end of the day that I'm going to have a hard time with that class because when I was in 6th grade, I nearly failed because my math class was at the end of the day. But I'll be fine and things will get better :) I think this year might actually be fun. Now that I'm in all the advanced classes. I won't have to deal with all the crap I had to last year. Well, I guess I'll just see.

I'm really proud of myself. I'm actually writing!!!! I ususally posted pictures but now I'm actually writing about my real life. It may not be the most interesting life, but It's mine, and I wouldn't trade it for anything. :)

You didn't think I'd follow through?

You probably didn't thinkI would follow through with this did you? If you don't you have your reasons. I have said I was going to start posting again and haven't wrote after that. But I really want to now. I'm getting rid of that music too. It's just irritating. It comes out of nowere. And you don't even understand it. Well, I don't.

Okay, going serious now. I'd like to ask anyone who reads this a favor. Will you pray for my family? We have been going through a hard time. And also pray for our church which is under consttruction. I'm not going to go into my family's issues, sorry, but just trust me things aren't going all that well. So just please do me one thing and pray for us. And the construction of the church. Also pray for my boyfriend's family. They have also been having some problems too. I would appreciate you doing that for me.

Anyway, I'm going to meet my teachers tonight! I've never been so exited for school to start back. That's mainly because I missed everybody. And, even if this sounds nerdy, I like to learn new things. I also really miss my art teacher. (She's the greatest >.<) I love art class and I'm hoping that she'll have afterschool art this year too. I've been thinking that all the clubs should come up with their own symbol. Does that sound like a good idea? And don't get me wrong. I have NOT gone all preppy on you. That's just wrong. And I'm still not that type of person who is proud of my school. Mainly because I thinks it's a waste of time, but also because we need some work. And I hate how they keep getting stricter and stricter, but thats us to blame, if we were good, they would tone it down on the rules. But some people are bad. So, I think it's going to stay the same. And I think we won't be able to wear jackets in the school and I can't do that because the school is just waaay too cold. I would continue, but I don't like to complain. I just hope I have some classes with my friends. That's proabably all I should be worried about. And getting good grades, but that's not much of a problem. If the classes aren't boring I have nothing to worry about. Even though they probably will be, exept for art of course. Well, my hands are getting numb from typing. Bye-

My ComeBack

Hey everyone, I've decided to start writing on the blog again. I stopped writing because I haven't had anything to write about. So many things have happened and I'd like to start writing it all. I have changed a lot too. I got a boyfriend. More friends, and a real life. I've also gotten closer to God and started going back to the church I went to when I was little. It's also a daycare That I went to ever since I was a baby. And I'd like to share all that with the world. I also am a lot happier than I used to be. I've gotten less shy too. I think my style is changing also. Not that I still don't like emo, but Im gonna dress emo less. AND I also got 4 teeth pulled the other day. I'm also going to get braces soon. I'm thinking about getting pink and black. Well, thats it for today. Tomorrow I'm planning on giving the blog a total makeover. But I'm not sure what to do first.
Bye and see you tomorrow!